happy....

yes today i can say i am officially happy i have finish my sch work for now iam abt 10 weeks ahead of my class and i now now is April which means ihave 2 mth to go and yeah yeah i won't be having any birthday party nor go out 4 dinner i am going to just stay home and study 4 my finial exams though my finial exam is in june i will study hard and archive my goal. my mid term exam is almost comming its right after my term break...then yesterday saw a friends short film is name is darren whom i noe from feli's blog. once i saw the film it makes me remember my childhood..i can say my childhood is quite a happy one...i shall share abit of my childhood dreams with u i remember that i always wanted to be and actor when i grow up but never told anyone in my family nor my friends cause i am afraid i might get tease or get laugh at..then i always wanted to go to the UK to study but i can one of my dream came true that is go abroad and further my studies nah not the UK of cause but in Australia....i can say my dreams has change over the years and look what happen i can say i am quite successful in what i am studying now after i grad this year i will have my dream job as a network administrator and do my CCNA , CCNP and MCSE what comes next i will not noe i will just have to wait and see what the future holds for me anyways i have to stop here and go off and cook my dinner feast yummi chicken wings marinated with oyster sauce and my lamb with curry and some herb anyways bye will update soon

nice

ah....yes last sat i was at a mates place playing games all nite then last sunday when movies with my other mate vick its all good and day light savings ended on that day as well now i can get my 8hrs of slp instead of 7 and a half hours...hehehee then today is the first of April which means April fools day heehehehehehe and itmarks 2mth left of tafe my term break is comming soon during that period i might go outand have fun since i have work so hard this term i deserve a break anyways i got to go and cook rice and have early lunch have class at 12.30pm hehehe will update soon see ya

Stress free zone

ah.......yes iam home work free for now yesterday did most of my report and today bascially iam free and did nothing the whole of today now iam 7weeks ahead of my school work man the amount of work i have is not funny one after the other i guess being year 2 in my diploma course is all about but it is for a good cost.....but iam worried that afteri graduate i wont be able to find a job in singapore...but my sis friend mike said just finish this first and every thing will fall into place if u think both at the same time you will be burn out....this advice really make sences thanks mike for the advice..now i know which way to go...tomorrow iam going to meet my friend for coffee and go to his place and fix his computer..then on sunday i will be meeting my best mate vick for a movie...it has been a long time since i hang out with him....we have lots to catch up...2mths back we where suppost to meet up but he has to work..then ever since i started my course i have been absoultly busy with sch work and my hands on...and yes this sunday will be the end of day light savings for perth mean i get 1hr more of sleep ("man iam such a pig hahahahahaha"):)......oh well i better get some shut eye if not tomorrow i reckon i will be sleepy nite will update soon.......feel free to comment

weeeeeeee("that does not mean iam happy iam bloody stresst out with all my sch work")

man was up at 9.30am this morning although there is no sch but i got up early to do my report("kekeeke") see how hard working iam :P i noe i abit of a buay hao bai right and a bit thick skin hor :P what can i say i seriously like to finish this year and graduate and have fun....but many things have came up first my dad pass away this year jan i think this is what motivate me to study hard and strong i will keep the promise to my dad and study hard and finish. i can say this few days has been quit challenging for me first came a lot of report but i manage to finish most of it to lighten the load. then on good friday dunno what can in to me i was on fel's blog to chat then some how i made one of a fren there pissd off with me now she is still a little angry i can understand it was my fault and i feel really bad for bullying her i dunno what the fuck is wrong with me seriously i am such a dick what did i say those stuff to hurt her but now she talks to me but not totally forgive me anyways no matter what i will still treat her as my friend...some times i reckon if i did not bully her i reckon none of this will happen..anyays marie if u do pass by my blog i just want to say sorry and i promise i will not bully u again :)

love

i really love my elder sister to death that time i post a message on my elder sisters facebook that i would like her to buy me a packet of choco M&Ms at first she cant find any in san Francisco so when she was in NY she went to the World M&M shop to find but she couldn't find them but she will hunt for it but the sad thing is she wont be able to make it to my grad ceremony i so want her to come but i can understand that she has to work. But she told me that i better grad this year heehee i noe i can do it i been putting lot of hard work in every single work assignment i do i noe myself that i will graduate this year and go back to Singapore man i so miss the place i call home. although it brings back some sad painful memories of my love life i still love going back now the most important thing on my mind is to finish my studies here and go home and start my career love can just wait..oh well here is the message that is posted on my fun wall on my face book from my elder sis

Was at M&M world shop in NY where all sorts of M&M exists, didn't see peanut butter ones leh.... The hunt continues! :) I won't make it for your grad but have fun! And make sure u grad!

no matter how naughty i am my elder sis, my second sis, my cousin brothers which i treat them as my brothers and my mum they still love me. i won't forget all the advice from both my sisters, my cousin dict and cousin ben told me. all this advice makes me a better person.

in the past when i was young i can be very mischievous and quite hyper can also say quite a hand full what i want i get even my mum say no my papa will get what i want...when i was 18 i was even worst got mix with the wrong group of people and ended my self in trouble always talk back to my mum and my sisters man when i looked back at this compare to myself now and myself when i was 18 i feel really discussed no doubt i still do talk back to them just to tease my elder sister and my second sister.But when it come to advice i still will listen to them as it is always never wrong..i can say it is part and parcel of growing up and taking responsibility i noe now my dad is no longer around i am the of the head house now i have to wise up and take care of my mum i really want to thank her for looking after my papa for 20 yrs since his accident and till he passaway jan this year although it is hard for me to accept that my papa is gone but i noe that he is in haven with god. but i noe that he is always look out for me. i will always remember this bible verse to remind me of my papa.
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
2 Timothy 4:7-8

now i gtg and finish up my sch work...will update soon

Bloody imposters

sometimes i really wish those imposers will just leave and get a life so that the earth will be a nice place to leave in just got a imposer impersonating me AGAIN i really hate this sometimes all i really want is all this fuckers can just leave fel's blog and her cbox alone...i really find it lame i cant really remember what it says
now that all my frens in fel's blog have been fool in thinking that iam the fake even though i am real now even bEN and the rest wont believe that i am the real ed i dont blame them but i still treat them as friends. This is not all it they also use my nick and spam -_- sometime i really wish that they all will just fuck off and never come back man some luck i am getting first i offended someone and i feel really bad from that i dunno what is next anyway aim going i am too sick to blog any more because of those bloody imposers......

Angry...Not in the mood

Knn today so fucking suay got impersonated again on fel's blog haizzz iam so bloody sick and tired of this shit....not really happy now fuck this is shit man y are ppl so lame.....use other ppl's nick fuck...anyways if u want to knoe wheater its the real ed or the fake onu can tell the diff or u can as WY he will know...then yesterday stay up all nite to do my report and i slep abt 6am this morning now iam tired and sleepy...........probly tonite i might slp early.......anyways i am not in the mood to blog anymore too angry......